When is January over?

Heck, when is 2014 over?  20 days into the year and I'm ready for it to be done.

A family member unexpectedly took a turn for the worse and I am in the middle of helping to plan his funeral.  I've been doing what I can to help my loved ones cope.

I am sad, overwhelmed, stress and just tired of being blamed for everything that is going wrong.

It will get better but right now, it's bad.  That's all I have for now.  Next time, there will be more.

New Year, Same Me

No resolutions; I never do New Year resolutions.  It's a statistical fact that no one ever keeps it, so there's no point in making one.  If you didn't do it last year, what makes a person think they're going to keep it this year?  More likely than not, they won't.  I refuse to add to that failing mind set.  I make up my mind, and when I'm darn good and ready, I do it.  I've been doing really good on that and I hope to keep going with that.

I do, however, have a personal wish for 2014.  I beg for it actually--less drama.  It's a fruitless wish I know, but a girl can dream, can't she?  Also, a little more rest and sleep would be great.  This is more ending up like a personal wish list, isn't it?